FLY(First Love Yourself)

F.L.Y

 (First Love Yourself)

-"I have come to love myself for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become."

Vers l ‘ infini et au – dela

 

“You can be changed by what happens to you.

But refuse to be reduced by it”.

 

Entranced by the stars in my own eyes , those that shine brighter than the one in the sky. My lucid dreams that only I can fulfill are my destiny, not my duty.

No I don’t need no assurance I know my own worth, I am no less than these strong winds, that come around to show just what it can do.

Yes I am enamored by myself, do not take it for me being conceited.

I love myself, I know my worth. It’s me who judges myself and me who corrects myself.

In the end spring will come someday, the ice will melt and flow away.

Now let's forgive ourselves. Our lives are long, Trust yourself in a maze.

When winter passes spring will come.

It's not others job to love you it's yours.

 

Je suis commeje suis.

 

Ad Astra per aspera, have my endless hopes, sparkled.

“C’est la vie”

These stars will incline us but not bind us.

This is me my thoughts that I choose to live.

 

 

 

 

 

This is your life you choose to live it your way.

No one can bend your wills and thoughts to theirs.

Love yourself for who you are. You are your own beautiful.

Your thoughts and your dreams shape you to a better you and you become the perfect role model for your own self.

Appreciate yourself for the everything you do.

You are the best of you. The best version of yourself.

Your gender, caste, class, beauty, wealth, and society’s thoughts do not matter to any decision you take, or make.

Wear anything, (you’re the best).  

Skinny, Thick, Thin, Or fat ,( you’re the best).

Confident or shy,(you’re the best).

Everything that you do is for you, YOU are the best.

You are your own star, you can do everything.

You are what you are.

Your light, your soul, your life is YOU.

Coming out of the Paracosm, and the vivid wild dreams, is a world where you have to be true to yourself, otherwise the love you hold for someone else may not last forever.

“Aimez-vous d’abord avant d’aimer quelqu’un d’autre”.

 

Be true to yourself, Be who you are and learn to love yourself first.

Just like a flower, you will bloom if you take time to water yourself.

this,

is the beginning of loving yourself.

Welcome home!

BY- Muskan Nim

Date:-01/08/23

  

 Serendipity

"tout ce que je peux dire c'est que j'ai été enchanté de te rencontrer"

So is it gonna be forever?

Or it's gonna go down in flames.

So hey, let's be friends!

I am dying to see how this one ends.

There I was again tonight 

forcing laughter, faking smiles.

Something changed when you entered,

All I can is, it was enchanting to meet you.

The night was sparkling 

I am afraid, as much as I am excited,

There wasn't even the slightest discrepancy.

This night is flawless, please don't let it go.

I'amour est un bon vin.

I have a point faible for you.

My endearment could show you incredible things.

Magic, Madness, Heaven, Sin

aime un jeu veut jouer 

tu peux me dire quand c'est fini.

Cherry lèvres, crystal ciels.

Stolen bisous, pretty mensonges.

Screaming, crying, perfect storms.

Rose garden filled with thorns,

whiskey on ice, sunset and vine.

vous avez pris le meilleur de moi.

I'm wonderstruck, and I'm comfortable.

Nothing lasts forever,

Dis que tu te souviendras de moi.

Those eyes , looking in mine

I feel like I might sink, drown and die.

You got my cheeks glistening red,

out of the blue.

 That jittery feeling in my stomach, 

those sweaty palms, 

and a flutter of electricity running in me.

Makes me question!

Es-tu l'élu.

I am your flower, we bloom till we ache.

You know, I know

You are me, I am you.

I am your calico cat, here to see you.

Let this interval end.  If we're together, even an endless maze is paradise.

Flowers and pearls wouldn't really do,

pour exprimer l'amour que j'ai pour toi.

Even words dipped in honey wouldn't be as sweet as you.

Pearls may lose their lustre,

roses may lose their fragrance,

But.......

pour exprimer l'amour que j'ai pour toi.

Every moment with you is a joy I treasure.

Ama un gioco pericoloso lascia giocare e sapere se ne vale la pena.

Written by:- Muskan Nim

Date:- 07/06/2023

Betrayal

                             BETRAYAL.                          

"I trusted you but now your words mean nothing because your actions spoke the truth."

"Betrayal never comes from enemies, but from those closest to you ".

WHITE LIES, TWISTED GAMES,FAKE LOVE.

Soft rays of sun falling on my face, 

and flower blooming on my side.

I saw you standing there smiling,

Not alone but hand in hand with someone else.

That someone was my friend.

Had I not gone for a walk,

I would of never knew your real face.

Walking away to my apartment ,one thing in mind,how paranoid was I.

Thinking it would last forever, my true love with your fake love.

You bluff around talking shit about me.

I don't care anymore. I don't relate to you.

My love for you died when you betrayed me.

You came over saying you fell out of love, 

You were a traitor so was the snake of a friend.

You never pictured us together,you never looked for me.

I loved you at your worst and you left me at worst.

Taking her to places I took you to, don't you get deja Vu?

Oh my friend,my sweet friend you double crossed me, you didn't care then,you don't care now,the way I hurt.

We're not friends so stop pretending like we are.

Your ludus love broke anima mia.

I can't forget that I am bereft.

But those flowers put forth a fairer hue in the garden.

Reminding me my worth.

 Our story ended like a lucid dream, making it a nightmare for me.

I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR FAKE LOVE, I HATE YOUR BETRAYAL.

-Muskan Nim

14/04/23

𝒯𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒰𝓃𝓉ℴ𝓁𝒹 🔸

                         Truth Untold.                           

"Only if my love was Philautia, could i have shown my pragma love for you".

'If only I was brave enough to take that mask off and tell you how enamored I was with you would things had been different '.

The untold truth I hid.

The love I hid.

It was an untold truth.

Amore mio days I spent looking at you from faraway, wearing a mask to hide my shabby self. I am ugly. That's what people told me,and I accepted it. Now I stand here, starting at you.

After blooming a pretty flower that resembles you, did I dare show my real self to you.

But it was too late you were gone,so was my soul.

That flower that bloomed was once again writhing away from me.

If only I had the courage to stand infront of you, show you me,give you me.

Would things had been different?

"Sarebbe l'amore fosse stato per sempre."

If only had I showed you my Untold Truth.

                                                                                                         -Muskan Nim 9/04/2023

Amour Sans Fin 💕

                    Amour Sans Fin.                          

You came to me like a glimmer of hope.

We made to the stars through difficulties.

My espoir!

L'amour de ma vie moi âme soeur.

The stars inclined us, and we bind us.

You're my serendipity,my safe place.

Our love is endless. 

"Mon coeur t'appartient".

posso fare tutto per te.

sono tuo per sempre.

la mia vita, la mia anima, amo solo te.

Love of ours may have been forbidden, but still my heart and soul belongs to you, and you only.

Our chain of life is tied by destiny, with red string of love, you are mine and i am yours.

I don't need no stars,no moon, all i want is you. You are my love, my endless love.

Even death can't do us apart, nor can hell. 

Even in the afterlife you will be mine and I will be yours.

Our tale of fairytale love will be spoken for years. Cause it's not just love but our endless love.

                             

                             -Muskan Nim 08/04/2023

Blossom

Blossom

She is coming, my own, my sweet;

Wore it ever so airy a tread,

My heart would hear her and beat,

Were it earth in an earthy bed;

My dust would hear her and beat;

Had I lain for a century dead;

Would start and tremble under her feet

And blossom in purple and red. 

Till Death Do Us Apart

Till Death Do Us Apart.

 

It is a beauteous evening, calm and free,

The holy time is quiet as a nun,

Breathless with adoration.

                                                      (By- William Wordsworth)

The vows still ring in my ears like a fresh melody. How the excitement rushed over and took over our senses. Sending us to cloud 9.

Marriage is like life in this; that it is a field of battle, and not a bed of roses.

But for me it is a Garden of Roses.

The 7 vows that we promised to each other is still fresh in my mind.

Yes! I still remember those promises, yes I still remember how we blushed away every time our eyes met.

Thinking of those lovely memories still gives me goose bumps.

Oh, How should I tell you, How your little acceptance of being mine sent over the edge.

Love was and is a big word. But for us it’s just so normal.

If music be the food of love, play on,

Give me excess of it, that surfeiting,

The appetite may sicken and die.

                                       (Extract from “Twelth Night”, By:- Shakespeare)

Saying daily “I love You’s” to you absolutely dosen’t sound weird to me.

Afterall the love and beauty should be perished.

Holy, Fair, and, Wise you are;

That heaven such grace did lend you.

That you might admired be.

Your beauty made , the bright world dim, and everything beside

Seemed Like the fleeting image of a shade.

You have been the moon to my night , the warmth to my cold.

Hope we stay like this forever, my LOVE.

 

TILL DEATH DO US APART.

Written by:- Muskan Nim

Date:- 21/08/2022