Betrayal

                             BETRAYAL.                          

"I trusted you but now your words mean nothing because your actions spoke the truth."

"Betrayal never comes from enemies, but from those closest to you ".

WHITE LIES, TWISTED GAMES,FAKE LOVE.

Soft rays of sun falling on my face, 

and flower blooming on my side.

I saw you standing there smiling,

Not alone but hand in hand with someone else.

That someone was my friend.

Had I not gone for a walk,

I would of never knew your real face.

Walking away to my apartment ,one thing in mind,how paranoid was I.

Thinking it would last forever, my true love with your fake love.

You bluff around talking shit about me.

I don't care anymore. I don't relate to you.

My love for you died when you betrayed me.

You came over saying you fell out of love, 

You were a traitor so was the snake of a friend.

You never pictured us together,you never looked for me.

I loved you at your worst and you left me at worst.

Taking her to places I took you to, don't you get deja Vu?

Oh my friend,my sweet friend you double crossed me, you didn't care then,you don't care now,the way I hurt.

We're not friends so stop pretending like we are.

Your ludus love broke anima mia.

I can't forget that I am bereft.

But those flowers put forth a fairer hue in the garden.

Reminding me my worth.

 Our story ended like a lucid dream, making it a nightmare for me.

I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR FAKE LOVE, I HATE YOUR BETRAYAL.

-Muskan Nim

14/04/23

𝒯𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒰𝓃𝓉ℴ𝓁𝒹 🔸

                         Truth Untold.                           

"Only if my love was Philautia, could i have shown my pragma love for you".

'If only I was brave enough to take that mask off and tell you how enamored I was with you would things had been different '.

The untold truth I hid.

The love I hid.

It was an untold truth.

Amore mio days I spent looking at you from faraway, wearing a mask to hide my shabby self. I am ugly. That's what people told me,and I accepted it. Now I stand here, starting at you.

After blooming a pretty flower that resembles you, did I dare show my real self to you.

But it was too late you were gone,so was my soul.

That flower that bloomed was once again writhing away from me.

If only I had the courage to stand infront of you, show you me,give you me.

Would things had been different?

"Sarebbe l'amore fosse stato per sempre."

If only had I showed you my Untold Truth.

                                                                                                         -Muskan Nim 9/04/2023